As I head into my 41st year here on this beautiful blue dot my Birthday present to myself is to pause and reflect on my own incredible journey that has lead me to this very moment.

I have had what I consider some of the richest experiences with the most amazing people. I have created such great capacity for ALL of me to exist within at the same time.

I have stayed true to myself through the ups and the downs, the certainty and the doubts, abundance and scarcity, dreams coming true and failures. I have soared and I have fallen. I have grown babies in my body and birthed miracles, built businesses and let them go, held space for my own growth with others, created and been a part of Sisterhood, travelled the world, relocated across the globe and humbly started over from scratch.

I have witnessed both birth and death, hurt and been hurt, supported and loved and allowed myself to be deeply loved. I have laughed so heartily and cried so hard that I thought my soul would burst wide open. I have come to known myself even deeper through my experience of being a woman, daughter, mother, wife, massage therapist, life coach, friend, space holder, doula, writer and entrepreneur.

I know what is is to believe in and to doubt myself, resist and accept myself, love and hate myself, to take risks and to be cautious, to push through and give up on myself, to be uber confident and have crippling fear, to live a lifestyle and to live a Life, to be open hearted and to protect myself, to rise and collapse in on myself, to feel the greatest joy and deepest sorrow, to be selfish and selfless and remember who I am and to forget it all…in a second.

All of this to arrive in this moment, face to face with a truth that I know will RADICALLY change the course of my life as I have known it.

I am taking my 41st year to simply LIVE like it is my last.

I am retiring from what I know and what I have been taught about building a life to live at a later date. I am no longer building a business, a brand or having my identity attached to what I ‘do’ for the long term. The Year to Live program I thought that we were offering to others this year has turned out to be the biggest invitation to myself…I am offering myself A Year to LIVE as the opportunity to further free myself from the invisible cultural matrix, the expectations, the goal setting, the continual building, schedule setting and reinventing.

I AM simply to LIVE and witness the magical emergence that comes from following my deep inner knowings breath by breath with no outcome. I will wake each day and ask myself how does the immense Spirit I am I choose to live my life today. I will be present to myself and my family and enjoy our friends and family traveling across the world to visit and experience our little piece of paradise with us. I will give back to this beautiful island and the people in my community. I will only accept and create opportunities that align with my soul.

My incredible journey has allowed me the capacity to now experience fully living and I trust the rest will fall into place. So far it always has as I have trusted my intuition and found the courage to follow that as my compass.

This is going to be good.

I begin today.

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